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TARIKH TUTUP PENYERTAAN : 21 FEBRUARY 2011, 11.59 malam

so next aku nak tag : 
zack 

mrs.melanoeyqa fara

"Something Happened To My Heart"

Even though I tell it not to go,

Even though I tell it to stop,

My heart keeps going towards you,

It doesn't wear out, it doesn't decrease,

Why is my love like this?

One by one, I count and count the memories,

My heart can't rest for even a moment,

It'll just become baggage that becomes hard to control,

Why can't I even throw them away?

Really, my heart must have done something somehow,

I must have become a fool that's blind from love,

Just one place, everyday one place,

Looking at the sad light that is you.

Even the tear glands must be broken,

My tears won't stop,

I love only you, only you,

Can't you just tell me?

Even if I hold out my hands,

No matter how much I call out,

You're always far from me,

It'll be a love that becomes painful scars,

Why can't I erase it?

I try to comfort myself with the lie,

That I'm happy if you just smile,

Because the place you're going towards is not me,

The lonely tears flow.

Really, my heart must have done something somehow,

I must have gone crazy over this hard love,

Can't have you, can't forget you,

Waiting for you day by day.

I must have gotten ill from missing you so much,

From loving you too much,

Just one thing, your heart, that one thing,

Can't you just share it with me?

Can't you love me??????

p/s: Saya akan sayangkan dia selagi cinta n kasih sayang dia ada untuk saya n selagi jodoh itu milik kami. Ajal maut pertemuan perpisahan semuanya atas kehendak Allah SWT. Hargai selagi boleh...

hate-anger-struggle in me. Please go away !

I hate pens with a fine point

I like 0.7 fat fat dark dark ink ones OK??!

GRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!

(this rant is to no one in general. i really cant see how people can like those thin fine points but OKAY)

Just came back from a spending splurge. No, not me spending. Dad obviously. I am glad I am not rich (dad is sometimes, just like a sine graph, but then that translates to me being rich sinuosidally)

but I am sure when I am not rich, I wont be glad and yet I plan to be a not-rich. I plan to be married. Financially, materially, of course (Yes, in my heart I felt a beat skip because I know I'm kidding myself in a way and that I unconsciously want to be rich just like everyone else on the planet. But there is no excuse for me to want to be rich materially

BUT, yes I do not want to be rich. From a self-centred perspective, I know rich people can be pretty sad. I observe it. I know it. I experience it. (Not perpetually but I have been at its peak and at the other end. 1 and -1. Just like the sine graph). Its like, happiness. For sure. its tangible alright. But because of what?

Branded clothes? High quality organic/retail food? *snort*

Yes it makes me happy. But I see (and feel, felt) that like ALL humans, our source of joy ...we would prefer if it came from something like:
~having parents who love each other
~family who love each other
~being surrounded by people who are not pretending to be someone they aren't, really
~being happy to be themselves whoever they are

Who bleeding bleeping neighing ***************************** cares (Sorry, I really have to be true to what I feel right now, coz you really wont get what i mean/feel when I say this and what I feel right now is downright mad at what kind of RUBBISH-attitude i have the bleeping ....)

Okay.

i just realised that my anger is displaced from XYZ (living breathing) to a non-living not-even-the-main-problem attitude (italics left) as mentioned above

So I shall stop right here. This is a good example of sublimination, isnt it? Now I know why my Counselling lecturer keep mentioning ... and in the Psycho textbooks, and in the case studies that religious nuts are the psychologically conflicted.

Well its true aint it? Want a case study? See Romans 7 --was it? But nope, we aint conflicted. Thank you god for making me aware. For bringing to light the "unfinished business" as Gestalt calls it. Which the Book calls SIN in my case here. In specific its called Unforgiveness and Hatred manifested in the following Defense Mechanisms (Are you proud of me,?)
:Projection, Sublimination, Displacement, Regression, Denial ( i cant remember the rest and these should suffice)

Yes...that many, probably all the defense mechanisms lah in this particular case. Because of a group of people that have been in my life and before I was born and been messing up my life, not intentionally of course, even before I was born. But are they? Who knows? Its all my perception. I dont know what is real and what is not sometimes. All I know is that sometimes, i wanna rip my heart out of my body and stop living because I am so overwhelmed with anger-sadness-anger.

OK i know i know, I sound Borderline PD or something crazyloony but yeah?

(Oh, so the genetic contribution direction true lah, in my family ada kowt..., somemore my family also ada high levels of Expressed Emotion)

Who is denying it?

not like its an excuse but if you dont know I am sure there is plenty of literature, and I have read that everyone is a touch mad and some, more than a touch, and some more than a splat and some...out of touch.

Huhuhuhuh cute I made that up myself. I should be a philosophicker

anyways, The Book calls that sin.

Everyone is sinful and evil and loves themselves more than anything. So because I am part of the everyone
( OH MY GOODNESS... I am reminded of the very funny joke... the Nobody is perfect. I am a nobody. I am perfect. Wait. I think I got it wrong. It was funnier than that! hahahHAHAHAHHAAH, whatever, maybe that was it)

So as i was saying...because I am part of everyone, I am very sinful to the point that i can somewhat water down my evil self-love by labelling it as "righteous anger" or "going mad" or "mad at XYZs". But really, its just hate. because its conflicting or threatening love. love...for me.

Grr. I'm sick of my sinfulness. What can I do? I cant believe I am justified in the eyes of the God.

I hope God never fails to leave me gobsmacked and utterly speechless realisation of my sin and the HUGEEEEEE mercy of God.
God please help me.

I am a sinner.

How dare I think that i have a right to withhold forgiveness from anyone, what more people who do not know you and your holiness?

hopelessly fraught with sin.

Absolutely undeserving of your love towards me

Thank you for your Word. Thank you for sending her to this world, hostile toward you and her. Thank you for pouring your wrath on your son (Heart feels suddenly like someone placed a bowling ball on it)

What on earth did I do to deserve such grace?

(*Well nothing obviously, thats why its called grace...?*)

kenapa airmata asyik menitis ni .

tak pernah aku rasa sedih n kecewa sampai mcm nieyh , terguris hati yang teramat sangat , pedih hati ni tuhan jela tahu , knp kau buat semua ni , kenapa kau buat aku gila ha ? , aku tak pernah kesali apa yang aku buat , semua nya untuk kau , aku rindu dkt kau tahu tak . aku tak guna . aku bodoh . aku lelaki yang takde perasaan , aku takde ape yang orang lain ada . tp aku rindu dkt kau , aku sayang kau , aku cintakan kau ! huh ! aku kecewa sangat2 sebab aku berjauhan dgn kau . jumpa pown jarang2 kan . itupown sebulan sekali . huu ... Nurfarhain Nabila , pls lah , habiskan 3 tahun dkt uitm tu secepat yg mungkin . aku tak sabar nak hidup dgn kau , dgn title SUAMI , bukan boyfriend . pls . pls !!!

COUPLE :)

Diusia muda-muda begini apabila masuk dalam dunia percintaan, jiwa remaja kita sering memberontak untuk mendapatkan sesuatu. Kalau tak dapat kita akan rasa nak juga sehinggalah kita dapat apa yang dimahukan.

Rasa ingin disayangi, dibelai, ambil berat, dihargai, mempunyai tempat untuk berkongsi masalah (mungkin) inilah tujuan utama ‘couple’ yang sedang dan masih popular dikalangan remaja-remaja sama ada di sekolah menengah, kolej, mahupun di universiti.

Apabila kita sudah menjumpai pasangan dan ‘suka sama suka’ kita akan merasakan dunia ini bagai kita yang punya. Oh indahnya percintaan.

Apabila sudah sampai ke fasa ini, ada diantara mereka sering hubung menghubungi, bersms, Tanya khabar dan sebagainya. Ini perkara biasa yang kita dapati dan selalunya berlaku apabila cinta sudah berputik.

Cinta dari Syaitan

Cinta dari Syaitan

Baiklah, disini aku ingin kongsikan beberapa sahaja tidak banyak. Kerana aku bukan Dr. Cinta seperti diluar sana.

Mengikut pengalaman, pergaulan, pemerhatian semasa aku selama aku hidup sehinggalah sekarang disini aku ingin kongsikan tenang Lelaki yang Perempuan mesti tahu untuk kebaikan dan untuk dijadikan pedoman hidup.

Pertama kali, inilah wahai Perempuan dan (golongan ini yang paling aku sayang) berbanding lelaki. Kata-kata ini yang mesti kamu ingat sampai bila-bila.

“Sejahat-jahat mana pun lelaki, mereka tidak akan mengahwini perempuan yang tidak baik. Mereka akan berkahwin dengan yang baik juga walaupun mereka jahat”.

Wahai perempuan kamu tahu sebab apa?

Ini kerana lelaki ini tidak akan sesekali mengahwini perempuan yang tidak baik atau memperisterikan perempuan jenis ini, untuk kebaikan dan masa depan anak-anaknya.

Biarpun bibir Lelaki pernah berkata..

“Kalau you buka tudung, I bertambah sayang pada you”

“Saya sayang pada awak”, dan dia mula ingin memegang tangan dan sebagainya yang melibatkan ‘sentuhan’.

Ada jenis memuji kalau kamu pakai seluar Jeans ketat. Walaupun dia tahu ketat, tapi Nafsu lelaki siapa yang tahu?

Ketahuilah Lelaki sebegini sebenarnya Tidak pernah menyayangi kamu. Mereka tipu dan bohong meskipun mereka ucap kata-kata yang boleh meyakinkan kamu perempuan. Jangan percaya. Please don’t!

Mana-mana lelaki atas muka bumi yang nama Islam. Dia tahu sentuhan diantara bukan muhrim diantara lelaki dan perempuan hukumnya haram di dalam Islam. Tapi dia buat juga sebab lelaki suka mengetest / menguji perempuan. Sebab bila perempuan sudah mencintai sepenuh jiwa pada lelaki, dia sangup serahkan segalanya. Nama cinta bukan? ‘Berkorban apa sahajalah’. Biarpun maruah tergadai, atau segaja digadaikan.

Biarpun ia melibatkan Dosa Besar. Lelaki jenis ini tidak pernah endahkan semua ini (tapi bukanlah semua) apabila kamu banyak bergaul dengan lelaki, kamu pasti akan jumpa dengan Lelaki yang aku maksudkan ini.

Cinta dari Jin

Cinta dari Jin

Begitu banyak slot percintaan, naik pening dibuatnya. Hmm.. bagaimana pula dikatakan Cinta daripada Jin?

Ia lebih kurang sebegini, apabila kamu sudah menyintai seseorang itu. Namun si dia tidak pernah menyintai pada kamu. Setiap kali kamu mencuba dan mencuba untuk mendekati. Akhirnya Lelaki ini menyihir menggunakan bomoh, tangkal dan sebagainya menggunakan perantaraan Jin.

Akhirnya, si Perempuan tadi menyukai kamu. Inilah dikatakan Cinta daripada Jin.

Contoh lagi. Si lelaki menyukai seorang perempuan bernama Umaira. Namun setiap kali si Lelaki memujuk untuk bersama. Si Perempuan menolak dengan baik. Setelah sekian lama mencuba, mulalah syaitan masuk ‘line’. Lalu hati si Lelaki tadi telah dipengaruhi dan berjumpa dengan bomoh sekian-sekian. Si lelaki buat saja apa yang Tok bomoh tu suruh. Lalu si Umaira tadi menyukai si lelaki tadi dengan tiba-tiba.

Inilah dikatakan Cinta daripada Jin.

Cinta Dari Allah

CINTA DARI ALLAH.

Ha.. cinta daripada Allah ini cinta yang paling indah dan sungguh istimewa untuk sesiapa yang belum alami.

Cinta begini datang ada ciri-cirinya. Contohnya untuk lelaki (kerana saya lelaki). Apabila kamu sudah menyintai seseorang Perempuan kerana Allah, jika kamu seorang lelaki yang tidak baik pada asalnya. Contoh sebelumnya kerap kali melakukan Dosa Besar, atau maksiat. Apabila kamu menjumpai Perempuan yang Berjaya mencuit hati dan perasaan kamu. Kamu tiba-tiba berubah.

Perubahan diantaranya, sebelum ini mungkin kamu sangat Liat untuk berjemaah di surau / masjid. Namun secara tiba-tiba kamu rajin, dan secara tidak sedar kamu semakin dekat dengan Allah SWT.

Dalam diam kamu berusaha mencari ilmu dan mempunyai hajat untuk bertunang lalu bernikah dengan Perempuan tersebut dan seterusnya membina mahligai keluarga bahagia.

Sedang dalam usaha itu, mungkin kamu akan terus tegur menegur diantara kalian. Memperingati diantara satu sama lain. Mungkin pada mulanya Lelaki ini katakan pada kamu hanya teguran sebagai ‘seorang sahabat’ yang dia amat sayang. Namun dalam diam dia sudah menyimpat hajat untuk memperisterikan kamu wahai Perempuan.

kawan-kawan

oke lah mcmni lahh kawan mmg lahh hujan di langit bolehh nampak ,terbakar kampung nampak asap , tapi terbakarnya hati , luka di hati siapa yg tahu , aku sedar aku manusia biasa yg berpijak di bumi yg nyata yg ...hanya melukut di tepian gantang je , aku cume orang biasa, yg tak ada ape2 , aku pun orang tak pandang , aku , aku sedih sgt2 , tapi aku bersyukur lahh dengan ap yg aku ada , tapi takpelah tuah ayam nampak di kaki , tuah manusia siapa yg tahu kan ,takpelah aku berserah dan redha shj lah ape yg berlaku selepas ni ,dengan izin tuhan , aku yakin aku akan berjaya 1 hari nnt , mungkin kata orang tiada usaha tiada kejayaan ,tapi bagi aku tanpa kejayaan kita tak boleh hidup kawan . biarlah tiada siapa yang tahu jongak di dunia batinku .aku tak kisah aku tak ada kawan , aku tak kisah kalau sape2 nak benci aku ,tapi aku tak mintak sedekah kat korang pun , aku tak kisah korang nak benci aku , tapi fikirlah mana kawan2 korang yg slalu tlg korang , mcm peribahasa ni... habis madu sepah dibuang , mcm tisu tandas je kann , takpelah lagi pun aku ni bukan siapa2 pun , aku tak guna pun , mcm sampahh je , aku kerja pown waiter je , bharap gaji 1000 sbulan , cukup ke ? ta cukup bhai , bukan nak mintak smpati , tapi korang pun leh nampak , yelah korang kan hawt , kaya ape sume , ape2 pun bleh beli , pakai duit mak bapak , mcmtu ? yela takpelah aku sedar aku cume manusia biasa jee kan ,takpelahh mungkin korang suruh aku balun , tapi aku mintak kongsi suka dan duka shj , yelah titis airmata aku ni murah , bak kata korang jugak , luka di hati tiada siapa yg tahu ,gerimis di airmata siapa yg tahu . urmm :((

786 alhamdullillah Syukurr

nur syafiq bin yunus , iloveyouu abah n also u ummi , thanks for raised me up , until now , i learn everything for youu , ummi , iloveyou , iloveyouu , thanks to ummi and abah for create me into this world , eternity sadness , i hope i can give you everything that you want and im also hope got pay back for all this that you've done to me , oh my god , Ya Allah , terima kasih kerana menjadikan aku manusia yang berakal , and for all this i want make sure that i would give everything that i have and my love towards them , huhh , everything that they give to me is so special kind thing that i never had before , for the way through my life , and everything that i had until now , i felt syukur to Allah , I cant separate far away from my ummi also my abah (i guess so) , they give me a lot of advice through my life , they give me happiness , everything , especially my brother and my sister , they also give me a lot of support when i do something =) i feel very happy for all this , pls i dont want all this gone , from now on , i think if their stop loving me or either not care about me , i rather die lahh , haha =) but i know they love me okayy , i feel that , HAHA . sound familiar rite huh ? etc i dont know what im talking about , just wanna improve my english , bhaha thx for read yawww =) HAHA

Tension !!

Vavis Tol !
Apahal SOS Topup Tak Boleh Buat ??
Credit Aku Dah Gila Babeng Takde Nieyh !
Shit Tol ..
Fuck MAXIS Lah Mcm Nieyh !
Grrrr !!

Gorgeous ! Great ! Amazing Day !!

Wah !
SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU !!
Haha !!
Akhirnya Berjaya Juga Abang Aku Mengahwini Ihsan Yg Dicintainya .
Tahniah Bro ..
Tadi Dia Call , Dia Nak Hadiah Dari Aku ...
Huh !
Nasib Baik Lah Aku Nieyh Adik Kesayangan Dia .
Ngee !!
Dah2 , Biar Aku Kenalkan Abang Aku & Wife Dia Okay .

*Saiful Fadhirul Bin Yunus



*Faridah Mahani Surrey Nasution


ooo.

PappaRich ..

huu ...
thanks a lot to Bbrawkstar Gay and Ong Hui Loo !
sebab u'all dah  kacau i time i tngah kerja tadi ya .
huh !
benci .
tension tol dgn korang .

whootwhoot !!

haha !
i got my nokia 6500 s-1 back !

Syukur !!

And i will get one of this phone soon , which is Sony Experia and Samsung Corby .*Sony Experia .


*Samsung Corby
 000

MacDonald's !

5.55pagi - Sarapan pagi bersama Zharyf Dato' Haji Hasan . Wah ! Dia  Belanja !

Unomera Clothing !!

Act , dah lama plan nak buat clothing nieyh .

Just tak ada masa sebelum nieyh .

So sekarang , bila masing2 dah free .

Launch je lah .
Gambar2 dkt bawah nieyh semuanya design Shout The Legendary , Mi Diva Lora dan juga Slow-D Unomera .

After I Got My Salary ..

Firstly sebelum pergi ke melaka untuk berjumpa dengan yg tersayang (wah ! ayat takleh blah .)
Aku nak beli something dulu dekat PADINI .

Sebab ada sale ....
huuu ....
wah ! 70% !



Then , aku akan ke sebuah tempat yg selalu aku pergi .(err .. sorry , aku tak boleh bgthu dkt mana tmpat tu .)
Aku nak sangat CONVERSE SHOES nieyh , limited edition oh .
*Batman - Converse Shoes .

But , kalau tak jumpa , beli je lah Converse Sneakers .




Dan tak lupa juga untuk beli cincin nieyh untuk melamar mrs.Melano . :D

  Lepas tu , baru aku akan berangkat ke melaka dan seterusnya ke kuala lumpur bersama mrs.Melano .
Yeah !!

syaf Shoe Collection :)

*SUPRA SKYTOP TUS BLACK


*PAUL SMITH


*DC SHOES


*ADIDAS


*CONVERSE

SUKA & TAK SUKA syaf :)

SUKA ;

*Suka disayangi , dihargai , dikasihi & dicintai ,

*Suka naik kereta jalan2 ,

*Suka tgok orang basuh pinggan ,

*Suka bawak kereta :) ,

*Suka pegang duit banyak2 ,

*Suka main ragbi ,

*Suka BLOGGING ,

*Suka bila orang cakap saya hensemm :P ,

*Suka orang puji2 sy :) ,HAHA ,

*Suka makan daging masak merah dgn nasik yg ummi masak ,

*Suka Nightlife ,

*Suka Chill dengan kawan2,

*Suka bawak awek jalan2 pegang tangan dia kuat2 ,

*Suka jalan2 bercuti ,

*Suka main dota,

*Suka Shopping ,

*Suka tgok kasut lawa2 ,

*Suka orang bagi duit,

*Suka camera gila2 !

TAK SUKA ;

*Tak suka bangun pagi awal2,

*Tak suka kene marah ,

*Tak suka orang paksa makan ,

*Tak suka ungkit kisah lama ,*maybe laa ,

*Tak suka makan benda lembik2 , heyeekkk ! ,

*Tak suka dikongkong ,

*Tak suka disiplin ,

*Tak suka orang yg bajet bagus ,

*Tak suka orang kutuk sy ,

*Tak suka dipukul ,*pernah ke? HAHA ,

*Tak suka kene pau :)*HAHA ,

*Tak suka bila tak ada duit,

*Tak suka orang lain jeling2 sy ,

*Tak suka bila sedih ,

*Tak suka bila orang kacau tidorr except ada hal dan farhain yg kejutkan ,HAHA

A Teenage Love Story

I don’t know why, but I felt suddenly very dizzy. Disorientation swept over my body and mind, and the thousand shades of green before me started to swim in my eyes, forcing them shut. My hands unfolded from my lap and grabbed onto the ground on either side of me. I steadied myself, staring intently into the blackness of my eyelids.I breathed deeply, and began counting to fifteen. It was silly, I realized. Childish and stupid, but I counted anyway, and when my breathing had steadied, I folded my arms again over my legs.

It was a very bright, lazy, empty Sunday afternoon in the last throws of summer. A cloud swam across the blue sky, and I tried to give shape to it. For a moment I imagined that I saw something, a dragon, but the form faded in my mind and I realized it had been my imagination. I craned my head backward, looking across the rest area. A few picnic tables, a small building with two bathrooms and a candy and soda machine, and my lonely car, parked on a grassy spot a dozen yards from me. Sighing, I looked down the embankment I sat on. Waves of grass, and then lines of trees that transformed into a thicket and then a forest which continued to the distant horizon, where a line of mountains splintered the land and sky.

She was coming. I thought to myself. She is definitely coming. And yet, something deep inside me, a snarling, bestial force told me that she wasn’t coming. The creature was bleak, concealed in darkness and very dark itself. It wrapped around me, strangling me like a boa constrictor, pressed its mouth close to my ear and whispered to me that she wasn’t coming, that she had never intended to come. I felt the beast seize around me and I tried to throw him off. Childish, again, yet still I imagined myself, standing tall and noble. I failed, though, and the fear continued to chew inside my gut, my hands clasping tighter around me knees as I waited. Waited. Waited. And began to feel she really wasn’t coming.

Then, she came.

I heard her car, the steady thrum of the engines and the cracking of gravel as the tires slid onto the rest area. I didn’t look back. I pursed my lips and closed my eyes again, muttering something that might have been close to a prayer.

Another childish, immature habit I had grown over the years, like counting to fifteen. Closing my eyes and praying– only, praying wasn’t quite the right word. I wasn’t uttering my desires to any particular being or deity or anything. And the world ‘wishing’ never seemed to fit, either. A wish, I always thought, meant you had a clear goal in mind. Health. Wealth. Happiness. That sort of thing.

Happiness. How strange. I didn’t rightly know what it meant then, and I think part of me still clung to the superficial sense of the word; the vague, abstractions that people carry with them. Happiness. Love. Reduced to the physical reactions people pretended were caused by them. Smiling, endorphin release, a stressless, weightless sensation, the pitter-pattering of little hearts. It’s all bullshit. A steaming pile of emotional refuse spawned by microscopic chemical reactions in the brain. Even then, part of me understood, but another part of me clung to the romanticized, idealized notion. Part of me still does.

Even then, that part of me was dying. Not overt, not recognizably so, but beneath the surface– the veneer of happiness, the eroding waves of cynicism had begun to break the core of my humanity. The beast of human disenfranchisement–if not the same beast as the lizard-thing in my gut, then a close relative–was slowly working its way through my body. Digging, clawing, and chewing through my intestines and stomach and lungs, looking greedily, hungrily for my soul.

When I turned my head, opened my eyes and gave a slight, casual wave of the wrist, though, I’ll be damned if I didn’t believe wholeheartedly all of the romantic notions I would dismiss as childish at any other time. She was there, alright. She was there. Stepping out of her car, with her long, brown hair tied behind her, the deep, puppy-dog brown color of her eyes captivating even at a distance. She smiled a perfect, white smile and waved back as she walked.

She was beautiful. Of that, and perhaps that alone I was absolutely positive.

“Hey,” I said, and I couldn’t help but smile. She had that effect on me. Had had it, in fact, for years, since I first saw her–her deep, enthralling, hypnotizing eyes that seemed too large and mature for her when she was a child, that she had grown into as a teenager and that still always made me smile.

She sat beside me, took a small, whimsical breath and paused a moment.

“Am I late?” she asked after a moment.

“No,” I said. She wasn’t. I was early by twenty minutes or so, I didn’t tell her that.

“How long’ve you been here?”

“Not long.” I said, and cracked my knuckles. Childish habit number three. As I did, I watched my knuckles intently, and pretend that each snapping were my knuckles breaking. All the bones in my hands shattering into a thousand splinters beneath my skin.

Short Story By: Mashimoto

New Vocal Group !!

R.E.G. (Rhyme - Entertainment - Genre)

New RnB Vocal Group .
Was Born On Saturday , 12/12/2010 .
This Idea Was Made By Relkwik And Me After We Left A Group Name PHAT 69 .


Vocal / Singer .
Muhammad Khairil Emran Bin Abdul Hadi .
RealKwik / K-Kwik .
20April , 1988 .
5Years In Music Industry .


DJ / 2nd Beatmaker.
Zharyf Bin Dato'Haji Hasan .
DJ Zy / Zetsu .
06November , 1992 .
3Month In Music Industry .


DJ / Head Beatmaker .
Nur Syafiq Bin Yunus .
DJ Mell / Melano .
28June , 1992 .
1Years In Music Industry .

Nur Syafiq Dream :) *Hope come trues .

DREAM

eveyone has their own dream

but each of them got different one

same goes to me

.FIRST.
I want to got a nice job , nice pay , it takes advantaged for me to collect a money for my future , nice right , i want to collect a lot of money , urm etc i want

to further my study until Master,

or PHD,

but the problem is ;

i love money & work and want to work for everyday

maybe that is only my dream , eventhough i know that is hard to me when i continued my study because it brings a lot of problem to me ,

.SECOND.
If i got a chanced to or got to be a rich person in Malaysia , HAHA , so high definition lahh rite ? haha just want to say for sure i wanna marry Nurfarhain Nabila Bt, Muhad Yasin first & have a child with her , i really love her and i want live with her , pheww i really2 need her , i want work harder n harder to give aefa a full of hope for me , i want her sit around at the house and only watch or children , i want accompany her everyday , i want always beside her , HAHA , really love it !

.THIRD.

when i get enough money ,

i want to sent my parent to mecca ,

(hopefully it will fulfilled)
.FOURTH.
I want make my own house, the house called *Teratak.Syabell*(Syaf+Bella)

i plan to have a house complete with

swimming pool, court, and semi-underground house :)
*live under the ground must be wonderful rite ?
*got a swimming pool , for sure i can swim with my wife everyday :)
and for sure a court for playy :) HAHA

apa saja untukmu :)

Apa saja untukmu,Tak ku hiraukan waktu,Katakan saja kan ku laksana,Permaisuri kau bertakhta dijiwa,Apa saja untukmu,Ke dasar lautan biru,Bertaruh nyawa andai ku kau damba,
Mutiara, di hari lahirmu,Kita menuju gemilang asmara,Tiada cinta setanding kita
Ku rela sehingga ke akhirnya,Tunai segala mimpimu,Uhh... ratuku,Untukmu kasih.
Ku cuba meraih
Bintang di angkasa
Walau tak terdaya kan ku ikhtiar
Untukmu kasih
Gembira bersedih
Selagi ku bernyawa
Untukmu kasih, ku korban apa saja
Apa saja untukmu
Kan ku ubah caraku
Jikalah itu yang kau mahu
Apa saja demi kebahagiaanmu
Bukan ku pinta yang luar biasa
Cuma secebis janji setia
Inilah... Lagu cinta kita
Hanya terbaik untukmu
Selama-lamanya.

iloveyouu .

Yahh , so let me introduce my girlfriend@fiance@wife , this is my girl , my 1 and only girl that i have among my life , nurfarhain nabila bt. mohd yasin , bella , syaf syg bella sgt2 taw , pls bella , syaf nak bella tahu yg syaf ada bella sorang jekk , hanya bella dihati syaf, syaf terlampau sygkan bella , terpulang lah pada orang nak menilai , tapi apa yg pasti biar 1 dunia tahu yg syaf benar2 cintakan bella sepenuh hati syaf , n syaf nak bella setia jugak dengan syaf , syaf sangat2 menyayangi bella , mcm2 dah kita lalui bersama , family syaf pun da kenal bella , bella jgn pergi mane2 ya sygkuh , syaf syg bella kawkaw ta kasi chance punya , biarlah rintangan & dugaan yg dtg syaf ttp dengan bella , susah2 sng2 kita same2 kan , kita dah janji kan , kita doa yang terbaik utk hubungan kita ni kan , kpd orang lain pls lahh jgn disturb hubungan kami , 16/12/2010 kami dah genap 3 bulan bersama , bella , syaf nak bella sorang , hanya bella sorang , kalau lahh bella dpt tgok cmane kesetiaan syaf thadap bella kan bagus , syaf byk sakitkan hati bella , marah bella , tapi syaf buat semua tuh sbb syaf syg kat bella sgt2 , syaf taknak hilang bella, gugur jantung ni if bella hilang n pergi dari hidup syaf , biarlahh orang nak kata apa skalipun kan syg ? diorang dengki ke ape ke , janji kita ta kacau hidup diorang sudahlah , tggu lahh syaf nak melamar bella tak lama lagi , biarlahh org nak cakap syaf gatal ke apa ke, tapi syaf berfikiran terus n takmau pandang2 blkg lagi , ape yg syaf buat semua utk bella , jgn la hancurkan ape yg kita dah bina selama ni kan syg , and syaf nak bella tahu , syaf setia untuk bella skrg ni n utk hari2 seterusnya , syaf taknak pun pmpn lain , hati syaf hanya utk gadis yg bernama NURFARHAIN NABILA bt mohd yasin shj , hanya bella , faham ta, syaf doakan bella slamat2 slalu , permudahkan kepayahan bella , lancarkan lah segala urusan bella , bella jg la diri baik2 , kita mmg ditakdirkan berjauhan , tapi biarlah cinta kita yg kita bina lagi suci ni yg rapatkan kita , syaf harapkan cinta n kasih syg dari bella n syaf harap bella dapat jadi wifey syaf yg sah 1 hari nnt , biarlah orang nak cakap syaf gatal ke apa ke ,tapi apa yg pasti syaf serious dengan bella , trust me syg , i really love youu , INEEDYOUSOFUCKINGDAMNMUCH syg. *thankyouu .

Future Wife ;) InsyaAllah.

ILOVEYOU <3