July 21, 2011
July 20, 2011
This is for the broken hearted. I know how you feel. Empty, betrayed, and no happiness whatsoever. You don't want to laugh, because you know it's not going to help, but you don't want to cry, because it will just make you feel worse. You feel like your heart is falling apart, but not only that, but you know soon your life is going to feel like it's falling apart too. You don't think it will ever end, and no matter what this person has done to you, it feels impossible to stop loving them. And everyone wonders why if they have hurt you so much, then why do you still love them.
That's the confusing part, you don't know why, you just do, and the people who hurt you the most, and normally the ones you love the most. And then, after a few weeks, you finally feel a sense of relief, like you're getting happy again, but you know inside that you're just going into denial. And after a few more weeks, you're back to where you were an empty soul and teary eyes. You thought you got over them, but really, you just stopped showing it. And you can't help but to show it again. It leaves deep scars on your heart that are there forever. And no one understands how you feel, and how deep you are hurt, no matter who they are, because it hasn't happened to them And even if it has, every broken heart is different. They don't know the true pain you feel and carry each and everyday now, so you learn that basically you are alone with all this. And the feeling starts to overwhelm you, and suddenly you just break down, right there, because you know you've had enough, the tears just instantly start flowing, and you're to the point where you don't care who see's. Because you've spent so many nights lying awake in bed, and so many days being haunted by the scars and fear of rejection. And in the midst of all these tears, you know that its not helping any, and it's not going to bring them back, if you ever even had them in the first place.
After about a million tears have been cried, you finally pull yourself back together and keep going. Your throat starts to clench and your eyes burn with the tears you are trying to hold back. Everyone says, "It will be okay…” But you know it won't. And that’s the truth, it won’t. And you look back on all of the hurt you had from this, and you realize that people are horrible. You're still hurt, but you've learned to hide it so that everyone thinks you are okay.
So now every time you see this person, you know you still love them, and you feel a slight tingle in your heart yearning for them to love you, screaming out, but for some reason they don't hear it. And then you sit back and wonder how one person could have caused all of this...
That's the confusing part, you don't know why, you just do, and the people who hurt you the most, and normally the ones you love the most. And then, after a few weeks, you finally feel a sense of relief, like you're getting happy again, but you know inside that you're just going into denial. And after a few more weeks, you're back to where you were an empty soul and teary eyes. You thought you got over them, but really, you just stopped showing it. And you can't help but to show it again. It leaves deep scars on your heart that are there forever. And no one understands how you feel, and how deep you are hurt, no matter who they are, because it hasn't happened to them And even if it has, every broken heart is different. They don't know the true pain you feel and carry each and everyday now, so you learn that basically you are alone with all this. And the feeling starts to overwhelm you, and suddenly you just break down, right there, because you know you've had enough, the tears just instantly start flowing, and you're to the point where you don't care who see's. Because you've spent so many nights lying awake in bed, and so many days being haunted by the scars and fear of rejection. And in the midst of all these tears, you know that its not helping any, and it's not going to bring them back, if you ever even had them in the first place.
After about a million tears have been cried, you finally pull yourself back together and keep going. Your throat starts to clench and your eyes burn with the tears you are trying to hold back. Everyone says, "It will be okay…” But you know it won't. And that’s the truth, it won’t. And you look back on all of the hurt you had from this, and you realize that people are horrible. You're still hurt, but you've learned to hide it so that everyone thinks you are okay.
So now every time you see this person, you know you still love them, and you feel a slight tingle in your heart yearning for them to love you, screaming out, but for some reason they don't hear it. And then you sit back and wonder how one person could have caused all of this...
The fountains jingle with the river ,
And the rivers with the ocean ,
The winds of heaven mix for ever ,
With a sweet potion ,
Nothing in the world is alone ,
All things by a law divine ,
In one another's being jingle ,
Why not me ?
See the mountains kiss high heaven ,
And the waves clasp one another ,
No sister flower would be forgiven ,
If it disdain'd its brother ,
And the sunlight clasps the earth ,
And the moonbeams kiss the sea ,
What are all these kissings worth ,
If thou kiss not me ?
And the rivers with the ocean ,
The winds of heaven mix for ever ,
With a sweet potion ,
Nothing in the world is alone ,
All things by a law divine ,
In one another's being jingle ,
Why not me ?
See the mountains kiss high heaven ,
And the waves clasp one another ,
No sister flower would be forgiven ,
If it disdain'd its brother ,
And the sunlight clasps the earth ,
And the moonbeams kiss the sea ,
What are all these kissings worth ,
If thou kiss not me ?
I love your lips when they're wet with wine ,
And red with a wild desire ,
I love your eyes when the lovelight lies ,
Lit with a passionate fire .
I love your arms when the warm white flesh ,
Touches mine in a fond embrace ,
I love your hair when the strands enmesh ,
Your kisses against my face .
Not for me the cold calm kiss ,
Of a virgin's bloodless love ,
Not for me the saint's white bliss ,
Nor the heart of a spotless dove .
But give me the love that so freely gives ,
And laughs at the whole world's blame ,
With your body so young and warm in my arms ,
It sets my poor heart aflame .
So kiss me sweet with your warm wet mouth ,
Still fragrant with ruby wine ,
And say with a fervor born of the South ,
That your body and soul are mine .
Clasp me close in your warm young arms ,
While the pale stars shine above ,
And we'll live our whole young lives away ,
In the joys of a living love.
And red with a wild desire ,
I love your eyes when the lovelight lies ,
Lit with a passionate fire .
I love your arms when the warm white flesh ,
Touches mine in a fond embrace ,
I love your hair when the strands enmesh ,
Your kisses against my face .
Not for me the cold calm kiss ,
Of a virgin's bloodless love ,
Not for me the saint's white bliss ,
Nor the heart of a spotless dove .
But give me the love that so freely gives ,
And laughs at the whole world's blame ,
With your body so young and warm in my arms ,
It sets my poor heart aflame .
So kiss me sweet with your warm wet mouth ,
Still fragrant with ruby wine ,
And say with a fervor born of the South ,
That your body and soul are mine .
Clasp me close in your warm young arms ,
While the pale stars shine above ,
And we'll live our whole young lives away ,
In the joys of a living love.
I've been missing her for hours now
ever since that night ,
That unexpected night
that would become our last fight.
ever since that night ,
That unexpected night
that would become our last fight.
It was all because of a question
a question I asked so small ,
I didn't know it would end up
causing me to fall.
a question I asked so small ,
I didn't know it would end up
causing me to fall.
She ended it that night
I never saw it coming,
I didn't know just how to react
although my body numbing.
I never saw it coming,
I didn't know just how to react
although my body numbing.
School was even harder
as I couldn't get away ,
She caught up to me before the bell
and said what she needed to say .
as I couldn't get away ,
She caught up to me before the bell
and said what she needed to say .
I asked for another chance
She ended up walking away ,
My heart said please but my head said no
I just left with nothing to say .
She ended up walking away ,
My heart said please but my head said no
I just left with nothing to say .
She called me later that night
but I didn't answer my phone,
In the message I could hear the sadness in his voice
the sadness of us being alone .
but I didn't answer my phone,
In the message I could hear the sadness in his voice
the sadness of us being alone .
Ever since that night
we've stayed on our own path ,
And ever since hours ago
i left her with just more math .
we've stayed on our own path ,
And ever since hours ago
i left her with just more math .
She tells me she still misses me
and that she wouldn't be happy without me ,
So why is she with another guy
who she says makes her happpy ?
and that she wouldn't be happy without me ,
So why is she with another guy
who she says makes her happpy ?
How could he stand to be with this guy
he's definitely not right for her ,
Does she know that there's another girl
and that he's trying to get with her ?
he's definitely not right for her ,
Does she know that there's another girl
and that he's trying to get with her ?
Does she date this guy for real
or just to mess with my head,
So that she can leave my heart
feeling nothing but dread ?
or just to mess with my head,
So that she can leave my heart
feeling nothing but dread ?
This guy has changed her life around
but definitely not for good ,
I called him up and yelled at her
hoping she understood.
but definitely not for good ,
I called him up and yelled at her
hoping she understood.
I called her back five minutes later,
because i needed to apologize,
I did this because my heart
it felt too small for it's size.
because i needed to apologize,
I did this because my heart
it felt too small for it's size.
Ever since that day
we haven't spoken a word at all ,
And there are times at home
my knees do I fall.
we haven't spoken a word at all ,
And there are times at home
my knees do I fall.
There are times I feel she looks at me
but then again I could be wrong ,
I don't look at him not even once
because I know that will keep me strong .
but then again I could be wrong ,
I don't look at him not even once
because I know that will keep me strong .
I hope we will end up together
one of these days again ,
And once again see happiness
coming from within .
one of these days again ,
And once again see happiness
coming from within .
I never want to forget her
not ever do I wish ,
Because when I went fishing ,
she was the greatest fish .
not ever do I wish ,
Because when I went fishing ,
she was the greatest fish .
I Miss Her !
With a broken heart and shattered pieces all around ,
Love has left me bleeding on the ground ,
I cried for her so hard I know ,
Like raindrops turning into snow .
If love is a terrible business practised by fools ,
Then I’m one of them whose heart she rules ,
My God knows that I never broke her trust ,
It’s just my luck that turns every gold into dust .
It’s not that i m still in blue ,
But I wished things to stick like glue ,
I wished I could roll back time ,
I fell in love, that’s no crime .
Everytime my cell beeps, I latch on to it indeed ,
Hoping to see a five-letter word starting with ‘D’ ,
She pushes me away but I don’t know why I still dare ,
Perhaps she’s the only girl for whom I care ,
I’m a novice but I am writing this still ,
Tracing her breath for my heart to fill ,
She now says, “Not to care for her anymore” ,
But old habits die hard my girl, you are the only one I adore .
I cannot hurt myself as that would cause my heart to pain ,
And she’s all in it, how could I make her hurt again ,
It wasn’t her fault and nor was mine ,
It’s just my fate that refuses to shine ,
For now I know that fairytales don’t come true ,
But I believe in god that I can make this through ,
She even wishes me good to come out of this ,
God she’s sweet, make that true everything she wish .
Every night I emptied my heart and by morning it was full again ,
Slow droplets of you swept in tearing my sorrows apart ,
I cherish every single moment with you I spent ,
I wish those moments to be back again ...
At dusk, I overflow with thoughts of us ,
And aching pleasure that gives me no respite ,
For what I have learnt from my experience ,
That love is no black and white .
Even though I want our relationship to never fade ,
But I don’t want her company just because of the promise she made ,
I will go far away if she wished ,
I just want to see her pleased ,
Despite all this, I thank God that I met her ,
She never miss a smile, the only thing I wish for her ,
I wish i could be that Shiv again ,
Who made her smile and whose company she liked ,
I hope all this does not go in vain .
It was only you with whom I shared all my emotions ,
Every breath I took, every single notion ,
And now when I don’t feel you ,
I’m restless and my heart is aching ,
Dear, I just want you to know “I MISS YOU” .
Every word I wrote in my messages and in this chart
I meant it all…….. by heart ,
And you know that I never lie to you ,
Dear , I just want you to know “I MISS YOU” .
Love has left me bleeding on the ground ,
I cried for her so hard I know ,
Like raindrops turning into snow .
If love is a terrible business practised by fools ,
Then I’m one of them whose heart she rules ,
My God knows that I never broke her trust ,
It’s just my luck that turns every gold into dust .
It’s not that i m still in blue ,
But I wished things to stick like glue ,
I wished I could roll back time ,
I fell in love, that’s no crime .
Everytime my cell beeps, I latch on to it indeed ,
Hoping to see a five-letter word starting with ‘D’ ,
She pushes me away but I don’t know why I still dare ,
Perhaps she’s the only girl for whom I care ,
I’m a novice but I am writing this still ,
Tracing her breath for my heart to fill ,
She now says, “Not to care for her anymore” ,
But old habits die hard my girl, you are the only one I adore .
I cannot hurt myself as that would cause my heart to pain ,
And she’s all in it, how could I make her hurt again ,
It wasn’t her fault and nor was mine ,
It’s just my fate that refuses to shine ,
For now I know that fairytales don’t come true ,
But I believe in god that I can make this through ,
She even wishes me good to come out of this ,
God she’s sweet, make that true everything she wish .
Every night I emptied my heart and by morning it was full again ,
Slow droplets of you swept in tearing my sorrows apart ,
I cherish every single moment with you I spent ,
I wish those moments to be back again ...
At dusk, I overflow with thoughts of us ,
And aching pleasure that gives me no respite ,
For what I have learnt from my experience ,
That love is no black and white .
Even though I want our relationship to never fade ,
But I don’t want her company just because of the promise she made ,
I will go far away if she wished ,
I just want to see her pleased ,
Despite all this, I thank God that I met her ,
She never miss a smile, the only thing I wish for her ,
I wish i could be that Shiv again ,
Who made her smile and whose company she liked ,
I hope all this does not go in vain .
It was only you with whom I shared all my emotions ,
Every breath I took, every single notion ,
And now when I don’t feel you ,
I’m restless and my heart is aching ,
Dear, I just want you to know “I MISS YOU” .
Every word I wrote in my messages and in this chart
I meant it all…….. by heart ,
And you know that I never lie to you ,
Dear , I just want you to know “I MISS YOU” .
July 15, 2011
I almost laugh myself to death,
My life has been one great big joke,
A dance that's walked
A song that's spoke
I laugh so hard I almost choke,
When I think about myself.
19years in these folks' world
The child I works for calls me girl,
I say "Yes Ma'am" for working's sake
Too proud to bend,
Too poor to break,
I laugh until my stomach ache,
When I think about myself.
My folks can make me split my side,
I laughed so hard I nearly died,
The tales they tell sound just like lying,
They grow the fruit,
But eat the rind,
I laugh until I start to crying.
When I think about my folks."
ⓌⓘⓣⓗⓄⓤⓣ
Love without love is a clouded glass
is a childhood dream, is an adult fear.
Love without love is a pleasurable state
without the problems and pain of love.
is a childhood dream, is an adult fear.
Love without love is a pleasurable state
without the problems and pain of love.
Life without life is depressing and cold
violent and sad, brought on by lonliness.
Life without life is a troublesome trap
never escaping, just going in circles.
violent and sad, brought on by lonliness.
Life without life is a troublesome trap
never escaping, just going in circles.
Hate without hate is an envious state
is a lover’s thorn, is a broken date
is an evil state. Hate without hate
is a motive to kill when love is at stake.
is a lover’s thorn, is a broken date
is an evil state. Hate without hate
is a motive to kill when love is at stake.
Death without death is a obsession with grief
is a sad response to a lost dear one.
Death without death is pain enough.
Let go of the grief, you’ve suffered enough.
is a sad response to a lost dear one.
Death without death is pain enough.
Let go of the grief, you’ve suffered enough.
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The original poem had one more stanza which I’ll reproduce below, but now (20 something years later) I think it makes it a little too obvious.
So the last stanza is:
Love without love is sex.
Life without life is depression.
Hate without hate is jealousy.
Death without death is mourning.
Life without life is depression.
Hate without hate is jealousy.
Death without death is mourning.
So, your thoughts? I think leaving out the last stanza is fine, but are the points obvious above without it? Curious to know what you think…
July 14, 2011
Let me do what I do !
Let me do what I do!
Fuck with me and you hooked permanently.
I beat up pussy so bad I put in the infirmary.
Satisfaction guaranteed I’ll make you cum constantly.
And once I get started there’s usually no stopping me.
If things get too rough I can ease up.
When it comes down to the get down I hope you don’t freeze up.
I’m not boasting or bragging but when you see what I’m packing.
No matter what you think I make it cum in chain reaction.
So once I get in bed and push the accelerator.
I’ll have you creating another language now I need a translator.
I fuck till pussy juices turn to vapors.
And lick till pussy changes flavors.
I swear I usually get in trouble in bed for misbehavior.
I make them vote for me to cum back to back like reelecting mayors.
I’m fucking like I’m fresh out of jail and on parole.
Licking pussy clean like a cereal bowl.
You didn’t know, sex wit me is never dole.
Satisfaction guaranteed is my main goal. And this is how it goes.
First I will make you my topic in this subject.
Then you can go under covers and make me your prime suspect.
Then everything will happen in ways you didn’t expect.
First I’ll make that pussy wet, then cum in 2 sets.
And that is before my penis erects.
This tongue, fingers, and dick is like a triple threat.
With sex this good you feel in debt.
Well you owe me 3 nuts and I’m here to collect.
If you looking for sex I’m the best prospect.
Because my mind set with sex, is cum correct.
Run and tell your friends and they’ll be upset.
Because EZ gave you a night you’ll never forget.
So cum be Ez’s Baby if that titles for you.
And everything will work out just let me do what I do.
Without You
Without you, the city falls asleep softly,
Without you, the color disappears slowly,
Without you, the trees forget the wind,
Without you, the night is chagrined.
Without you, my music does not amaze,
Without you, my hours are days,
Without you, my heart gets bored,
Without you, my steps are too heavy and not labored.
Without you, my thoughts prevent me from going to bed,
Without you, I do not distinguish the horizon ahead,
Without you, there are no heavens,
Without you, the time forgets its reasons.
Without you, I am afraid of the next day not chosen,
Without you, the haze conceals the splendid ocean,
Without you, I do not figure or picture anything pleasant,
Without you, I am wondering this question at this moment...
My love, where are you hidden?
Without you, my happiness is forbidden,
My heart without you, is not at all replete,
My life without you, is so incomplete...
I cant live with out you
If I had to live my life with out you
Crying all day and all night is what I would do
My love for you is the most precious thing on earth
Like our first kiss or our Childs birth
I want to do it all with you
I want have kids and say I do
Ill be there for you if you should need me
Always in my heart forever you will be
To say I love you is still not a strong enough meaning
If there was a word stronger then love that would be my feeling
If the road we walk looks to far
Ill love will lead away like a guiding star
I cherish every little moment with you
Every little word everything you do
Your more beautiful then the reddest rose
Every time you look at me every time you smile my pain goes
I cant imagine a life with out us together
I cant imagine us being less then forever
When people ask me to describe love, one word is all I do
I think for a bit n smile and say the only word is you
When I look into your eyes I can feel the love that is to be
Your the air I breath the reason I live you are my destiny
I wouldnt be able to live life with out you
Your my girl, my dream come true
The Beginning of My Sorry
I feel so weak today
i hurt you so bad
i regret what i did
I'm scared I lost what we had
i love you so much
nothing else comes can come near
i made a mistake
loosing you is what i fear
i don't deserve a second chance
but I'm hoping you'll give me one
your everything and more to me
when its raining your my sun
your my warmth when its cold
your my strength when I'm weak
without you in my life
my world would seem bleak
you do so much for me
when I'm down you lift me higher
your all i want
your my hearts only desire
i love you with all i got
I'll prove how much you mean to me
I'll do nothing but love you
this is just the beginning of my sorry
I’ve decided to try my hand at writing what is in my heart. I’d like to share this short love poem.
New Love
If you fall, I will catch you,
If you fail, I will succeed,
If you are broken, I will make you whole,
If you are lonely, I will hold you close,
If you cry I will kiss away your salted tears,
And when you laugh I will feast on your joy.
And when we make love, I will fill you.
MARI BELAJAR BAHASA - SABAH ?
Tiba-tiba aku rasa mau kumpul perkataan-perkataan yang biasa digunakan oleh urang Sabah bila berbual-bual sesama sendiri. Kalu ada siapa-siapa mau tambah, silakan:
- Ampai-ampai - terlantar
- Ampus - lelah
- Ambuyat, Ambulung (Kedayan) - sejenis makanan daripada sagu
- Alun-alun - jalanraya
- Buyuk - tipu
- Bubut - kejar
- Bahai - bakul (plastik atau kertas)
- Betaap - berbonceng
- Belo On (Bajau) - gila, senteng
- Bah - penambahan kata
- Bambangan - sejenis buah seperti quini
- Belunu - binjai manis
- Cangkir - cawan atau mug
- Dalus - sejenis karangan laut
- Golombon (Dusun) - gemuk
- Hinava - sejenis makanan
- Kelala (Berunai) - kenal
- Kau-kau (Cina) - keras, pekat
- Lugai-lugai (Macam bunyi Suluk pula kalu ini) - terkebil-kebil sendirian kan ertinya?
- Mangkir - mungkir, tidak hadir
- Ngam - kena, betul, tepat
- Nda - tidak
- Palui - kurang akal
- Pok pok (Cina) - tipis, cair
- Ping (Cina) - sejuk, ais
- Tumpe' - sejenis makanan seperti 'pancake'
- Tapau (Cina) - bungkus
- Tarap - sejenis buah
macam memaki lah pula.
P/S : Saja suka-suka, bukan pakar bahasa bah.
nda ampit - bukan ketiak tapi ertinya tidak dapat bahagian atau kehabisan
amai - usik (macam budak2 yang suka kacau barang yang tiada kena mengena sama dia)
bakat - parut atau kesan bekas luka atau kudis
tuhur - cetek
kelangkabut - tergesa-gesa
keraut - cakar
kenyat-kenyat - berdenyut-denyut
kebeliangan - terkejut hingga hilang semangatk
kuruyuk - aik aku pun nda tau macam mau explain - hentam ramai-ramai kah?
giuk - ulat
limpang - baring
limpas - lepas, lalu
lantu - hanyir
mundu - lanun
ngilu - apa macam mau explain ni ah?
siok - sedap, nyaman, bestlah
July 1, 2011
a guitar string
a baby blue bow
billie singing
a quiet touch
a candle
a root beer
in a frosted mug
a cheerleader
walking
looking sad
pretty but sad
missing something
walking
looking sad
pretty but sad
missing something
playing guitar
looking deeply
into pale blue eyes
sharing silence
sharing nothing
sharing anything
speaking
a language
nobody understands
but us
looking deeply
into pale blue eyes
sharing silence
sharing nothing
sharing anything
speaking
a language
nobody understands
but us
a loaded gun
in a young girl’s hand
dreaming
someone else’s dreams
reading
someone else’s words
seeing
what she wrote
what she thought
i wasn’t there
in a young girl’s hand
dreaming
someone else’s dreams
reading
someone else’s words
seeing
what she wrote
what she thought
i wasn’t there
I see things
a guitar string
a baby blue bow
a candle burning
a candle burned out
hearing billie
a quiet touch
tasting root beer
in a frosted mug
a guitar string
a baby blue bow
a candle burning
a candle burned out
hearing billie
a quiet touch
tasting root beer
in a frosted mug
It’s not so bad
really
not anymore
i see
and hear things
that remind me
every moment
every day
so many that it makes
no difference anymore
unless i close my eyes
and ears
and sleep all day
and all night
otherwise i am sure
to see something
hear something
so i walk
i talk
i see and hear
and i look and listen
otherwise
she dies
again.
really
not anymore
i see
and hear things
that remind me
every moment
every day
so many that it makes
no difference anymore
unless i close my eyes
and ears
and sleep all day
and all night
otherwise i am sure
to see something
hear something
so i walk
i talk
i see and hear
and i look and listen
otherwise
she dies
again.
Words Are Not Enough
The words "I miss you" can not display
The depths of how I care.
The words "I want you" do not betray
The extent of what I dare.
The words "I need you" can not convey
The extent of my prayer.
The words "I love you" do not portray
The heights of my err.
Sorry ..
I'm sorry.I know that it's just an apology.But I mean it.I am.The thought that you,Might hate me,For telling the truth,Would hurt me more,Then the pain I feel,Whenever I cut myself.I held it in.I waited too long.And now it's pouring out.I'm sorry,That this is all had to happen.I'm sorry,That this is what it's all about.The way you treated me.The way I loved you.I felt it was unfair.But I never thought that urting myself,Would make the thing seem weird.I never knew,That what I did,Was paining everyone.I tried so hard,To help myself.I didn't think,Of anyone else.I was trying so hard,Not to be selfish.But In the making,I was.I'm sorry that I hurt you.I'm sorry that I did.And I know I'll never be forgiven;This is a bad timing,I know it is,Believe me.But the feelings just can't stay hidden.My friends always said,That I should cute,Because that way,The pain won't spread.The emotional pain,Is always worse,Than any physical pain,I've experienced.But really the emotional pain,Goes even higher,When I do,Cut myself.The burden,The pain,The life that they hold.I'm sorry that they,Could not behold,The meaning in which,They felt that way.Because if they hadn't,I would be upstairs,Cutting myself.Every day,I come home and call,Then I sit down,With a knife.I pick it up,And bring it down hard,Cutting my skin.I never thought,It would be so hard.The card I drew,Just happened to be,The last card in the deck,Which should be me,The one they throw away.But thanks to friends,And having a heart,I stopped being the one,To create a mark.The scars are stuck there,They're part of my past;And now I live freely,Because I have passed.I love you so much,And I'm sorry for the pain.I never meant to harm you,All the same.I'm sorry,That you had,To experience this talk.I'm sorry that I,Couldn't take the walk.I gladly said no,To everything else.But when it came to this,I couldn't think of to resist.I crid all alone;I felt so tired;I cut my wrists,Just so I could retire,From the pain,That caused heartbreak.But now I realize,That all that sorrow,All of that worry,Went straight to you.And now I cry,And I don't want to be comforted.I dont' deserve the sorry's,I deserve the pain.I'm sorry.
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